laadeedums. today was cold. im feeling cold. brr.

had school today and after school i stayed to study. initially intended to join e night study. but decided against it cos it was too cold to be outside. and besides i want to leave as and when i like and not be locked up in sch till 10pm. such rigid system.

im so looking forward to end of promos. but that would signify sth else as well. but ok who cares i shant use my happy moments to think of sad stuff. btw, i really need to study.
how is it tt u're everywhere yet nowhere to be found?
how is it tt i say i dont care yet my actions differ?
how is it tt i've learnt yet am repeatedly falling into e same rut ?

had a normal school day today. actually i cant quite rmb wad really happened. studied a little after school with classmates. then went home, bathed and slept. hmm.. it was really boring. haha. but sometimes i'd rather an unexciting life than a life too happening. ok but too boring aint good too. haha. ok nvm. im typing rubbish at 12.40am on a thursday morning. i think i shld turn in..
today was a rather happy day despite it having a bad start in e morning. the rest of the day was rather enjoyable, not tt anything extraordinary happened. but perhaps it's cos nothing extraordinary happened therefore im happy. perhaps it's true tt we find joy in little things, in being able to live today.

aniwae i cut my hair. it feels kinda dry now. this always happens when i cut my hair. i feel like a lion. *roars*
lalalalalalalove makes the world go round
you can't hurt me with the things tt u do
i'll pick up dandelions and i'll give it to u
cos
lalalalalalalove makes the world go round.

the lyrics from a simple kids song spoke the deepest truth mankind could never understand.
happy birthday singapore!!

it's funny how some people can complain abt their predicament and do nth abt it. like how they complain abt the living standards in singapore but never make any plans to migrate. if u dont like it, then do sth abt it! or else just shut up and live with it.
yesterday has been interesting.
"When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And after
all this time, you're still the one I love."
-shania twain

i want Our relationship to be this way. :)
oops. i gave it a miss.
shouldn't have done it. but i did it anyway..
too late for redemption work.

im almost disappointed with myself. almost.